Oh, I think I forget for having this miserable blog (sorry blog L). And I don’t remember how to write some fun stories as I used to do. I will graduate soon (congratulate me then haha). After couple of months being super busy in studio, and now I was like really have nothing to do. I mean, not really, but I finally write something here right? In this time of nothing-to-do, I’m bubbling around with myself. I am worrying a lot for what will happen in the next phase of life. I should’ve known for long time before, but never this bad. You’ll know it when it comes to you.
Of course, I have a lot of big dreams. It’s like too many dreams until I can’t really know which one I should choose? Let’s get back to 4-5 years ago when I started my college. I interested in many many things. I like drawing, sometimes doodling clothes until I even thought to study in fashion designer school. Then I ended up with architecture. In architecture, I found that everybody love drawing too (of course!) some of friends are even the real artist. You know, like they are born to be an artist. For people who have standard skill like me just started to panic at first (thanks God for TKAD). Then I was like, not really interested in drawing like I used to do. Because drawing is a must. And everybody did it. Something that used to be an anti main stream (in my past life) becomes main stream now. But don’t worry I didn't give up drawing. I still, and I know how to draw a house now. Because everyone who met me and when they know that I’m an architecture student they were like asking me “can you draw my future house?” or “can you make my dream house, with extra discount? Come on we’re friend right?” and other blah-blah things.
People are changing by different way its change right?
But that’s just one of my hobby and I’m not gonna talk about the rest. It’s too much and some are private hehe. And sometimes, dreams or future goal and hobbies are just equal. People wanted something due to what they really like in life. So when I have lot of interests, it means I have a lot of dreams too. But then when hobbies become a duty, it lost some meaning as it was before. Then the question, is there any other options? You want to end up with doing something you don’t like and make hobby become happiest thing in life that you do beside your boring work? It’s your option then, that’s how life goes. People are free to choose which way they like most.
And whaat’s the point of this blah-blah thing? I don’t even know. I’m asking myself too. At least I write something, for the first time in this year. Oh, happy new year then.
Ngemeng apa sih uwe.